I've come to realization after reading my past blogs over and over again that I made myself believe I was happy instead of actually being happy. bliss doesn't come from just saying "I love you," or by being physical. it's deeper than that. I wasn't happy. being ditched countless times, being cheated on, being used... that's not bliss.
I've also come to realize that someone can actually make me happy. I've never met such a gentleman, someone who literally can't get the smile off my face. every smile I wear is from him. the first time I saw him I knew I'd fall in love with him. I knew he wasn't available, but a girl could dream.
dreams do come true.
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