I was doing some thinking, and I just really felt the need to talk about how untrustworthy most people in the world can be.
it's astounding.
I've pondered, and over the past year or so, I've encountered a couple handfuls (if not more) of fake-ass people in my life that I've actually fallen over their stupid game. I'm not just talking boys, I'm mainly talking friends here. it's amazing how one person can fuck up a whole bunch of relationships, friendships, and your life, and one person can make you complete again.
it seems that I've come to a point where I can't even trust someone I've known for years, because you really don't know what will happen within the next minute. a person can be your best friend for years and a day later they could hate you for dating someone. a person can make it seem like you can trust them and can talk to them about anything, and two minutes later your entire group of friends know only half the story (since the person has changed around your words), and now they hate you. a person can be someone you can depend on, but the next moment they could be taking a fit on you for no fucking reason.
I just really don't know what to do about anything and anymore.
it's not even entirely the trustworthy thing, I just thought I knew so many people who were by my side through a lot, and now I know that they really don't care. they don't care if I'm happy, they don't care if I'm alive. they're just all pissed because I started worrying about my own life instead of continously worrying about theirs.
ugh, I can't even-
I'm done.
