he put it on me, I put it on, like there was nothing wrong. it didn't fit, it wasn't right. wasn't just the size. they say you know, when you know. I don't know.

I didn't feel the fairytale feeling, no. am I a stupid girl for even dreaming that I could?

if it's not like the movies, that's how it should be, yeah. when he's the one, I'll come undone, and my world will stop spinning. and that's just the beginning.

snow white said when I was young, "one day my prince will come." so I wait for that date. they say its hard to meet your match, find my better half. so we make perfect shapes. if stars don't align, if it doesn't stop time, if you can't see the sign, wait for it. one hundred percent, with every penny spent. he'll be the one that, finishes your sentences.

if it's not like the movies, that's how it should be, yeah. when he's the one, I'll come undone, and my world will stop spinning. and that's just the beginning.

'cause I know you're out there, and you're, you're looking for me. it's a crazy idea that you were made, perfectly for me you'll see.

just like the movies. that's how it will be. cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending. it's not like the movies, but that's how it will be. when he's the one, you'll come undone, and your world will stop spinning, and it's just the beginning.

I've come to realization after reading my past blogs over and over again that I made myself believe I was happy instead of actually being happy. bliss doesn't come from just saying "I love you," or by being physical. it's deeper than that. I wasn't happy. being ditched countless times, being cheated on, being used... that's not bliss.

I've also come to realize that someone can actually make me happy. I've never met such a gentleman, someone who literally can't get the smile off my face. every smile I wear is from him. the first time I saw him I knew I'd fall in love with him. I knew he wasn't available, but a girl could dream.

dreams do come true.

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